From the transcript of a free psychoanalysis session requested by an unnamed patient and conducted by his childhood friend, Dr. Kenneth Noisewater, April 21, 1984. Reprinted with severe reservations.
Unnamed Patient: “My spirit animal came to me in the night. At least I think it was my spirit animal.”
Noisewater: “What was it?”
“A jackalope.”
“Fuck off.”
“That’s a little unprofessional, don’t you think?”
“Sorry, but you expect me to believe you had a dream about a jackalope? Just consider my chain yanked and let’s move on.”
“It was a man-size jackalope. He was riding a white horse. And he was wearing a denim vest with a Motörhead patch on it. And I think maybe one of those Metallica ‘Metal Up Your Ass’ patches.”
“What’s a motorhead?”
“You know, like a tweaker. A speed freak. One of those amphetamine people with the scabs and green teeth and whatnot.”
“Why would a jackalope have a patch of that?”
“It’s also a band.”
“Oh. Any good?”
“The best.”
“So what happened?”
“With the jackalope? He gave me a sword.”
“How do you know it was a he?”
“I don’t know. I just sensed it. He seemed very masculine.”
“Then what happened?”
“I think he wanted me to cut his head off. But I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t kill my new friend because he was an awesome jackalope and I just wanted to hang out with him and maybe pound some brews or whatever.”
“Why do you think he wanted you to cut his head off?”
“I have no fucking idea, man. But the whole thing just felt weird, like he was trying to tell me something that I could only find out by chopping off his head. For a second I thought maybe the idea was that he’d grow a new head that would tell me something important. Like the second head had all the secret info but was being suppressed by the first head.”
“I see.”
“Could you move your chair like three feet further away from me? I can smell your breath. What did you eat for lunch, a can of pickled assholes?”
“Smoked salmon, actually.”
“Shmoked shalmon, actually.”
“Why are you being such a dick?”
“I’m being a dick? I told you in all earnestness that I had a dream about a jackalope—my spirit animal—and you told me to fuck off.”
“I think maybe the problem is that…”
“Look, I know what the problem is. But what the shit can I do about it?”
“Wait, what do you think the problem is?”
“The problem is that I need to figure out a way to re-enter my dream so I can cut off the jackalope’s head and find out what the second head needs to tell me.”
“I thought you said you didn’t wanna do that.”
“I know. But I think I need to. I think it’s crucial to my development as a human being.”
“Since when did you care about that?”
“Fuck you, Kenny. I’m serious.”
This bullshit originally appeared in the January 2011 issue of Decibel magazine.
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